lately i've been wanting to date and have a boyfriend...more so than ever after seeing my friends date and meet great guys. i guess to a point i'm somewhat envious, but i know that i should NOT feel that way, for i have many things to be grateful for :)

after talking with the girlies melinda & karly about wanting to date and making a LIST (lol), they helped me realize that once i continue to pray to God and tell Him what my heart desires, that in God's time, He will provide the man that He intended me to have. We all want things/people in OUR time, but that is just not the way it works...it is in God's time that things work and are GOOD. Once we give ourselves to Christ, things will fall into place...where they are meant to fall. We must always trust and have faith because that is what is going to get us through.

as for the list...if i make one now, 50% will be superficial shallow things and the other 50% will be characteristics that my "perfect" man should have...

.....so that is why i will not be making a list now...i'm going to pray about it and i know that once i open my heart to hear what God has to say, 100%...ok 98% (lol) of my list will be the characteristics/qualities that God wants my ideal man to have, and the other 2% will be the things i wish the man to have, but it won't be necessary because the other 98% will outweigh the things i wish the man to "have", with what God has created in His likeness.

God, i have complete faith and trust in You!

You are a provider.